I'm usually inspired to blog by funny, or embarrassing things my kids do. I have this awful unavoidable addiction to embarrassing myself and my kids publicly. This time, I'm inspired because of more serious concerns. This isn't a crazy change of personality or anything weird... you won't see many more serious posts- I don't think- so please savor this rare peak into the serious side of my brain.
I am a little frustrated…. No a LOT frustrated. It is shameful that I have become hesitant to
call myself a “Christian” due to the negative connotation of the word. A word that was embraced by the church for
the original meaning- “follower of Jesus”, “slave of the Anointed One” …now
because of the actions and beliefs of individuals claiming the title, for many it
brings to mind exclusivity, cruelty, and hypocrisy. For this reason I prefer to just call myself
a Follower of Jesus. Perhaps that will
at least lessen the blow to my chosen heritage that so many past and present have
destroyed.
I have a righteous anger burning inside and it makes me want
to lash out! If you want to call this a “Christian
Nation” then so be it; but DON’T
assume the title without taking the responsibility.
Christians are called to “Go into all the
world” –(Mark 16:15). To love the
unlovable- (Matthew 5:44), to “look after orphans and widows”-(James 1:27), to
welcome the foreigner, -(Leviticus 19:9-10,33-34, Deuteronomy 10:18-19, Ezekiel
16:49, etc…) and above all else to LOVE!-(Matthew
22:36-40). We are called to love the
Lord our God with all that we have, and also to love our neighbor as
ourselves. HA!!!! And who is our neighbor!??!! – (Luke 10:25-37).
Unfortunately, I have some pretty controversial views within
the Christian church. As a left leaning
moderate Christian I am sad that so many of my brothers and sisters in Christ
fail to recognize the very “left-ish-ness” of the Bible itself. Yes, that is my own word and I like it. I don’t like political posts. I comment on very few, and have mastered the
art of face book creeping. (Admittedly, I
have on occasion hit the like button accidentally as I swipe, but I’m getting
better.)
I’m sad when I think about my LGBTQ friends, (there are a
lot of you! J) and I have to think to
myself- I hope they don’t lump me in with all the hateful speaking other people
who claim to share my Christianity. I
hope I always show nothing but genuine love and respect as friends without
labels.
I’m sad when I think about the damage that is done to my
testimony, and my witness by people who are hateful to those who practice other
religions. I have atheist friends, I
have Muslim friends, I have Buddhist friends, (I actually don’t know if I have
any Hindu friends but I’d like some. J). I strive to be a good example of Jesus
everywhere I go. I fail. I fail a lot.
I fail so much, that I only hope that my friends have the same amount of
love and grace for me as I have for them.
–That is what it’s about right? Treating
others the way we expect to be treated?
Loving others as we love ourselves?
As a follower of Jesus, I choose love. I choose inclusiveness; I choose to see souls
and not labels. I choose to be a light in
darkness. I choose to love the woman who chose the abortion. I
choose to love my homosexual friends and celebrate victories and happiness with
them. I choose to celebrate uniqueness
and diversity; I choose to fight for social justice, in the US and in the far
reaches of the world as far as I’m able.
When Markel and I were called to ministry, we could have
chosen to go to a Lutheran church, a Presbyterian church, a Methodist church…. But
we chose The Salvation Army. Why? because I agree with every position statement? NO! We chose this church because the words of the
founder, written below, resound within my soul…
I cannot let those words out of my mind, I will not forget them! This giant army is poised and ready to tackle social justice worldwide where our government is failing. If only we could wake the giant. I pray that more true followers of Jesus
stand together against evil and against hate. Hate breeds isolation, hopelessness,
malice, and division. LOVE is the only weapon that will prosper in
this battle because out of love flows prayer, faith, good works and unity. It is with LOVE that I choose to fight this
battle…
“While women weep, as they do now, I’ll fight. While little children go hungry, as they do
now, I’ll fight, While men go to prison, in and out, in and out, as they do
now, I’ll fight. While there is a
drunkard left, while there is a poor lost girl upon the streets, while there
remains one dark soul without the light of God, I’ll fight-I’ll fight to the
very end!” – William Booth